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November 22 Hot hot weekend呢個weekend好熱好熱啊~.~
當我哋Friday仲見住D行雷閃電擔心緊Saturday既picnic plan，神為我哋預備既係一個晴空萬里、太陽猛烈既一日，而我哋既活動都可以順利進行，仲踩咗好耐無踩既單車。晚黑仲有gathering，30幾度我哋竟然打邊爐，話就話度時一路開冷氣一路食，其實真係打既時候無開度，因爲D風都夠涼，仲可以睇度烟花添。唔使講都知今次會係齊人既最後一次，sad and disappointed :(
訓咗6個鐘頭就番教會，又見度我D組員，我哋最後一次齊人既小組。今日既敬拜有D唔一樣，我個心都有D唔一樣，唔想咁介意但係原來我真係會……
好耐無同妳傾偈，發生好多事，雖然唔係發生喺我哋身上，但係我哋都真係會好擔心身邊既人。無論事態進展如何，我哋都唯有祈禱。人真係好脆弱，好容易受打擊，而每個人既受壓程度又咁唔同，我唸我哋至少可以陪住佢過呢段囉，俾度佢support；只要雙方當事人既選擇唔盲目，對自己同其他人負責，系出于善意，就無可指責。愛情，本來就無對與錯，愛情都應該得到祝福；都唸唔度我哋係果件事上竟然係企喺同一陣綫，哈哈，爛人，我以爲只有我睇度係咁認爲，但係當我哋去分享大家見度既行爲，妳都原來好認同；又或者佢做曬形式上既野，但係原來feel唔度個心就真係feel唔度，果個explanation其實我又真係無唸過，不過下半年令我好心淡同小小嬲囉，不知不覺間我D言語同行爲都有D做得出咗，一件事又係咁，兩件事又係咁，雖然唔係審判大會，不過年終總結真係好有用；多謝妳一句，“雖然你行咗咁耐咁多年都仲未到終點，不過你其實都行咗好多嘎拉，仲差小小……”好希望我哋可以傾通宵，真的會實現嗎？
42度高溫我哋去咗唱K嘆冷氣，多謝你哋俾我開懷大笑，實現咗我個願望。又係一個新既星期既開始，我要撐埋呢個week啊。It's Daddy's bday on the coming Thursday, better make up something coz don't have any ideas at the moment... November 19 勇敢今日系第四日，CFO放oversea holiday已經四日啦，我仲要做一個禮拜既前線救火員。每一日都過得心驚膽跳，creditors突然而來既電話，同大老細既重要會議，仲有當下大大小小既payment同reports，我既10月份既bank rec可能要同11月一齊做啦... =.=
你地一句“唔好甘擔心啦，你答唔度大老細問題好正常啦，因為你唔系CFO啊嘛，你做度你早就系CFO啦”、“甘你咪系acting CFO囉，幾好啊，你度時份CV咪可以用囉”、“做好自己野咪得囉，唔系甘緊要者，老細會明嘎啦”都令我覺得自己既憂慮減輕一半，其實明知“一天的憂慮一天擔當就夠了”但系對于自己來講就系甘難做度。神都關心我地既生活為人嘎，唔系我地做事既成果啊嘛。所以，凡事都有第一次，咪當今次系一個學習既機會囉。都要培養下、習慣下大老細即時要咩就要俾咩既高速，無得拖啊。有咩未見過啊，今次都唔例外，要識得點樣減壓先得既～
呢個禮拜系high school Year 12 school formal既時間，TM為左個仔同個pretty young lady去Centennial Park有個wonderful time，租左limo, most likely a luxury sedan... 足之就玩度第二日凌晨2點幾先番屋企，must be fun la~ 我都會記得自己17歲果年去formal系幾甘excited啦，全部都系鬼妹鬼仔，一齊跳舞一齊影相。雖然已經系好耐以前，不過果一次都真系幾難忘。大學無再參加學生會D ball，不過去Claire屋企開party就唔少。當你系high school玩度無得玩，大學就唔會想再玩，癡狂既大學生生活就甘過一段落，而研究生既生活就更加苦悶，一次夜蒲都無，勁乖。度而家做野啦，我地公司又唔會有christmas dinner既，無乜social機會啦。果日媽咪同我視頻先話我，“咦，你個酒窩越來越大囉喔，越來越飲得酒啦～”我笑，“系啊，一有機會飲酒一定會飲多D者，呵呵～”
呢兩晚屋企個網都上下斷下，琴晚我一時發猛猙將個adapter拆開，散左－－今次真系完全上唔度網啦，點算...... 突然間想起你，連我自己都笑我自己 T.T
大家都興致勃勃既談論林宥嘉既“說謊”，我聽左啦，個MV女主角咪“吐司男之吻”果個Chanel，姊弟feel，我無喊喔，可能因為我系公司上youtube啦。歌詞啊，記得一兩句囉，“我又不脆弱 何況那算什麼傷 反正愛情不就都這樣”，“愛一個人沒愛到難道就會怎麼樣 別說我說謊 人生已經如此的艱難 有些事情就不要拆穿”。
好想去movie and ktv, 抒發抒發自己既情緒@@...
November 11 心神不靈Didn't sleep well these days, moreover I dismiss the alarm this morning, woke up at 7:55, arriving office at 9:10. HL&LR went to Canberra, but TM is already in his office，><...
Something has stuck in my head since last Thursday. unbelievable tricky. Maybe it's the stress from work, you know there's alot of reports need to be done but somehow you just stare at the monitor for hours, 遊魂咁; refreshing the webpage constantly，don't really know what you are doing for; LR will commence his 2-week holiday next week，so scared that I will not be able to handle everything, especially there's so many thing happening at the moment；xmas is about 40 days away, holiday will start soon，it's not good, bcoz i m not going back and will be here for xmas/new year/chinese new year... 假期焦慮癥probably commences a little bit earlier this time... And who knows how long will the PR application take, 1-2 years?! Me just not getting anywhere, dizzy@@...
Randomly received the bbq invitation sms and felt sorry for not being able to make it; glad that your exam went ok though the next minute you are doing your thesis already, haha; don't be upset about the plane crash, at least your exam went ok, that's much more important la; thank God you are fine and still being able to sit in the exams, pray your fever will be gone by Friday and have additional strength during these two weeks; PM at the 101 building sounds cool, pray you will find a church and fellowship to settle down in Taiwan. Don't be frustrated and get in the same trap, there's always something good out there; for you, leaving your "home", if you have a second thought to go back, I will support you. I'm sure you are quite emotional right now, try to go to Sydney's beaches, will definitely make you feel better; finally got a chance to chat about your trip, the wedding news is not surprising me at all, we all getting used to it... Several high school classmates are getting married these two years, October and December this year, March and May next year. Too bad, I will miss them all...
Saw it from someone's blog:
到底，愛上一個人的感覺是什麼？ 我大概已經忘記得一清二楚了。 其實今日唔係特別酸，似乎係我俾網站上呢D氛圍影響咗，我想等，因爲相信我既堅持係值得既。至少我喊既每一滴淚水，神都會記錄系祂既冊上，將來必有大大既賞賜。 November 05 紙婚今天中午吃飯在新浪讀書看到的，中間一段文字很是震撼。
你想過死嗎？還沒長大，因為還年輕，走的路還不夠多，美好的未來還那么模糊，所以你以為短暫的窘境就是永恒。于是，這樣的絕望便讓你想到死亡。
你因而忘記了，活著最大的意義，其實就在于你沒有死去--你還有那么多時間，用你堅定的信念、善良的心、永不放棄的奮斗，給別人一個驚訝的未來。
因為還活著，這一切的一切，便都還來得及。
走過去，前面是個天。 November 01 Fast Foward の一周星期一，攞咗study leave，喺屋企最后衝刺溫CPA。The weather was so miserable, raining cats and dogs, windy and cold. 多謝Iva's督促sms，因爲喺屋企enjoy個break too long, wakaka... Then somone's sms was also received, it didn't reflect from whom though.
星期二，一早起身出門去考CPA，老地方所以都好熟悉。Reading time睇D題目都應該幾容易搵，但係做落又其實都幾花時間唸。不過感恩做完80題MC都仲有10分鐘check下份卷先交，自己感覺考得ok。Thanks everyone who left message on facebook or sms on the exam day, 多謝你哋既打氣同代禱。考完試超攰，番屋企休息，早早上床因爲聽日要出trip。
星期三，5點半要起身6點要搭上火車，6點9喺Edgecliff Station meet up HL&LR，楂車上去Newcastle。果然靚車係貴得有道理，CLK350喺Pacific Hwy飛度120都好穩，一D都唔飄，我仲要坐喺後座都好舒服，無暈車。2個鐘頭左右去度，先去Belmont Spinnakers睇間新屋，looks nice。然後去Charlestown Apollo，終于見度Mel同D staff，喺Reception同Kerrie學咗個system，然後go through D reservations/bookings/night audit reports, paper is everywhere so unorganised. 搞咗小小已經6點，去check-in間房，休息陣7點去restaurant同高層食飯。American eye fillet配New Zealand紅酒，仲有dessert，this is the best from business trip. During dinner, garlic bread切得我好尷尬，俾DR笑我，atmosphere好好，超輕鬆，9點8先离台番房。就咁又一日，what a long day.
星期四，8點早餐，個ham & spinach omellete好好味。終于重頭戲來啦，F&B costing report. You can feel the staff are not willing to talk, not friendly at all as a result of the management replacement decision. It's just too many thing happening at the samt time, I don't think it's a good timing to have such a change. As an accountant, it's my responsibility to analyse the numbers and present a repot for the management to make their strategic decision. 12點幾我哋就番Sydney. 喺McDondon既時候，HL講既story of recruiting secretary真係笑度噴，同埋SL既例子都好有意義。其實好感恩，呢個trip都同HL彼此多咗瞭解，HT發迹既歷史，家庭，property development當中既細節例如mezzanine, builder, insurance etc.
星期五，終于番度公司。Unread emails都download咗7MB，然後D invoices/EFT payments又係一大曡。Oh well, 慢慢catch up啦。
星期六，Fiona & Tommy's big day. 因爲要負責F&B同攞D fruit tart番去教會，11點就番度去。點知原來大家都遲到，跟住預備食物既過程又有小小accident，不過最後都好順利。個wedding簡單而樸素，但係仍然會有感動喺裏邊。兩個人高中拍拖度而家，10年啦，真係唔短，好難得亦相信中間經歷過好多，可以開花結果實在係一件美事。晚黑喺Wofies at The Rocks，好溫馨哋擺咗8圍，Tommy爸爸好高興，Fiona爸爸嫁女既贈言都好難忘，當然仲有good food, fine wine and delicious dessert啦。11點番去，12點番度屋企，1點訓，攰，聽日就知味道。
星期日，身體不適。order咗hot chocolate點知係coffee，好彩有得換過杯。好耐無試過咁多人喺教會食lunch，同弟兄姊妹有講有笑。Something weird going on, is it just me think too much?
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