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September 24 Home Sweet HomeYesterday morning, Sydneysiders have woken to a red haze, it's turned from red to orange and faded to yellow. It's quite extraordinary which many people have never seen this all their life, which include me. The thick dust storm made the cars on the road all have a brownish cover. People walking on the street were wearing mask. Even the seats on the train were dusty too.
When I got to the office, I was thinking whether my flight to Melbourne tonight would be able to make it. Therefore I have been checking the Sydney Airport websites constantly. A lot of international and domestic flights were diverted as Sydney airport has closed two runways out of three.
Thank God that the flight was delayed for an hour, but not cancelled; safely landed at the airport around 10ish and got on a cab withouting queuing too long at the Taxi rank; got to the motel at 11 and had a good rest; enjoyed a big breaky that would give me the energy to work; after the training when heading back to the airport, there's a chance of missing the flight because of the bad traffic on the highway, I'm still managed to board and come back to Sydney.
What a journey... September 21 祂是聽禱告的神過去呢個禮拜實在有好多野要去感恩，當我去執筆冩低既時候，我要再多謝我天上既阿爸父。
上個禮拜日，Sydney突然高溫度31度，我朝早臨急臨忙出去唔記得shut down部laptop就出咗去。教會完咗committee開會，眨下眼已經9月，又度一年一度選舉既時候。仲記得上年呢個時候，Kevin approach我做文書財政呢個崗位既時候，我當時仲處于一個水深火熱既時刻：我啱啱畢業要穏工，如果穩度工我就可以留低。但係其實far before Kevin穩我既時候，我已經有感動去參選關顧呢個職位。所以我都祈禱，如果呢個係神既心意，願意成全我既話，就賜我一份合適既工作，以致我可以更加好哋服事祂。好奇妙哋，喺補選既果個禮拜日之前一個禮拜，我就有job offer。好歡欣哋我就做咗關顧，亦喺呢一年裏邊同主內弟兄姊妹互相配搭，一齊同工，經歷神果份充充足足既恩典。因爲呢個崗位，原本內向怕羞，唔善于同人溝通既我可以變得主動同人傾偈，好容易哋就拉近人與人之間既距離，亦讓我識度新朋友。喺彼此認識既過程裏邊，又建立度友誼，去分享我哋既人生，更加感恩既係決志信主。呢一切唔係靠著我既能力可以做度，所以我哋既主真係一個行奇事顯神蹟既神。當我聽度有姊妹想做下年既關顧既時候，我當然會開心因爲佢有負擔去照顧呢個團契，當然我都有D落寞，因爲一年時間雖然推行咗祈禱伴侶、開創咗星期六團契、成功舉辦咗運動會，其實可以做既仲有好多。不過，就算我唔係呢個崗位都唔代表我會停止關心新朋友嘎，我個心唔會變囉。好老實講，其他崗位自己唔係太有負擔，亦無信心會做得好。上年我係好清楚神既心意，今年我覺得我既崗位好似唔係喺職員會，所以我會繼續祈禱而唔會倉促參選囉。散會後同其他人去分享，都繼續喺頭腦度思考呢個問題。
4點幾番度屋企，好攰，唸住訓陣先啦，又無理度部電腦。足之，6點幾醒咗，想上網啦，掂一掂部機就自動熄咗，連電源燈都無著，今次大鑊。我再禁個power，無反映。我拆咗夠電池出來，又唔得。再擺番入去，都係唔得。就咁玩完，勁灰。我將電腦收咗入電腦袋。
星期一番工，衆人紛紛俾意見我，睇來最坏既打算可能係要送番去原廠修理。成日番工都囉囉攣。放工，再打電話問一IT弟兄，佢好直接就話佢都幫我唔度。番度屋企，我將電腦從電腦袋攞出來，用手抱住，低頭祈禱：神啊，你深知我既心思意念，我如果無電腦用會好唔方便啊，亦都無時間去為呢樣野去擔憂。求袮挪走呢個重擔，令度電腦可以開得機啦，阿門。然後我憑信心禁個power button，超乎想像既電腦就“活”過來，用得番啦。當然我唔排除呢D機器既野可能放番個兩三日就會乜事都無，但係邊個可以擔保一D事都無呢？！已經唔係第一次發生，神一直都聽我禱告，要我憑信心求，感謝神。
禮拜三晚同咗教牧同工食飯，雖然收度佢email既時候有D受寵若驚，不過好明顯我既擔心係多餘既。只係閑話家常，彼此認識。不過佢分享既時候，佢問咗一個問題我從來都無唸過：“咁你屬靈裏邊有無特別好既弟兄姊妹？其實好仲要嘎。”Sophie同Nelson係我最close既基督徒couple，我唸Sophie係我來Sydney之後呢幾年俾度我最多安慰同鼓勵既姊妹，我哋會彼此代禱去分享，甚至彼此認罪。喺我最傷心既時候佢關心我，雖然而傢我哋喺唔同教會，而佢又啱啱做咗媽咪，但係我哋依然會彼此守望。同Nelson都有傾事奉既，不過又唔算特別好啊，就好似屬靈長者果種feel。唔通弟兄俾既advise會唔同D……
星期五既栽培，透過唔同既生命去睇度神袮既工，我唸有好多基督徒佢哋都做緊播種既工作，千祈唔好灰心，因為將來收種既時候果份喜悅係好大，係會令身邊好多人感染度，實在係好感恩嘎。
星期六晚係教會既中秋晚會，同新朋友傾偈令我忘記聽日喺好凝重既政綱分享大組。不過，都有內部人士按耐不住，過來問我點解無交申請表，呵呵。足之星期日既大組之後，又俾人問點解唔參選，多謝你哋啊去關心我，亦多謝果D爲我代禱既你哋。我既身心都屬神，我會繼續事奉祂，無論神要我喺邊一個崗位、邊一個地方，I love you Lord~
September 09 Park Jae Beom quits 2PM!I was so shocked today when I read the news on Popseoul! Can't believe it's happening ><!!!
It's all because of the comment Jae Beom left on MySpace in 2005 when he's a trainee. He's an American born Korean and returned to Korea for his music dream when he's a high school student. When we were young and been to a country that we couldn't speak the language nor adapt the culture, for sure it's a difficult period. He expressed his bad feelings about Korea which I can totally understand. However, as he's a public figure now, the netizen caught him and caused such a storm in the Korean society.
After his lengthy apology on the 5th, 2PM's schedules have all been cancelled since then, at 12 noon on the 8th, he has made an official statement that he's resigning from 2PM, at 6.30 in the evening, he's departing from Seoul return to Seattle to stay with his family.
I am not a big fan of 2PM nor Jae Beom (though the group is a bit different from the other boy groups and he's cute), it's just how could people do such terrible things to a 22-year-old boy! It's very sad, he's a talented kid and a good leader to the group. In my opinion, there's no need to resign for taking the responsibility of the past., that's too much. The netizen are far too crazy in Korea and probably that's why so many Korean artists commit to suicide. It's just wrong and unfair, the media, the entertainment industry and the Korean society. A lot of young kids have been trained since young, they worked so hard to have the opportunity to debut and haven't mentioned the long-life contract. Unfortunately public opinion could kill them all.
2PM is not even 1-year-old since debuted, on top of TVXQ's disband rumor earlier, not a very happy Kpop year ><!!! September 07 Celebrate ^.<今日我無番工，請咗假去考車牌。11點既考試，我早早10點就去度再實習實習路綫。個天好陰，仲開始落細雨。雖然信心唔係好大，考試過程都好震，泊位又有瑕疵，不過都俾我一次就順利過關，攞度Full Licence, 超開心，感謝神，讓我經歷祂の平安。多謝你哋戥我開心，thank you all~
我亦都終于將呢件拖咗幾年應該做又無做既事做咗，有所交代。媽咪成日都話我係猪油糕，咩都拖，唔度最後關頭、逼度埋身都唔的起心肝做，或者呢様野真係要改改@@... 但係就係越緊張越到deadline，我就越有不成仁便成義既决心。以前讀書交essay果時就係咁，發咗question落來，穩晒reference都係要拖度最後幾日先開始冩，因爲太早我真係冩唔出，唔好以爲咁樣赶頭赶命成績會差過果D用咗好多時間提前寫好既人啊，而事實證明係good嘎，仲好高分添。Anyway，九月第一個task is accomplished. Let's move on la...
番度屋企我終于開始執番我間房，洗衫吸塵抹臺。地氊上邊有無數咁多條頭髮，而張書臺就積晒塵同堆滿雜七雜八の紙。人都係有懶筋，懶開有癮。以前我個個禮拜六搞衛生，而傢就因為一至六都番工，日又番教會，早出晚歸既生活令度我番度來都唔想做啦。不過，個環境乾淨企理番真係令人擴然開朗。一路搞衛生，我一路聽電臺。好耐都無開過FM985，發現原來D節目好唔同，DJ都好多唔識。令我更加驚訝既係我中學果陣勁追既節目《好好先生》仲做緊，只不過唔喺FM1027而係去咗第度。舊人仲做緊DJ，同時有好多23、4歲既新DJ，原來呢個行業可以更新得咁快。不過唔知而傢D中學生應該唔會好似我以前咁夜晚哩喺被竇偷聽節目，我仲會錄低喺卡帶添，呵呵。
原來唔番工既一日可以咁唔同，聽住蔡健雅既新專輯《若你碰到他》讓我思考同享受，或者我真係需要每個月都穩咁樣既一日去慢慢渡過，捉住時間...
 September 05 分享生命生命，既活潑又生動，我見度一個一個生命既跳躍，感謝神。
2009.8.30 Sunday 5-9pm 小組gathering 2，我真係好感恩可以喺呢個小組，十分享受我哋冷靜既思考同對答，深入既分享。縱然我哋每人信主既歲月有長有短，由我哋口中講出既經歷更加令我感受度神喺每一個人身上都有祂獨有既計劃。世上有苦難，但係我哋靠著神係可以行過既，我哋越經歷祂就越多磨練，得著既安慰亦越多。同樣哋，我哋既生命亦可以成爲別人既祝福，用同樣既感受去安慰他人。我真係眼淺，每次講起果一段都會控制唔度，證明我絕對唔係冷血無感情既人。
2009.9.1 Tuesday 6.30-10.15pm 同一姊妹SY食飯，發現大家有好多相同之處。同幾年前既我一樣，佢經歷緊好多，一切都變得咁突然，令佢接受唔度，不過令佢更加相信呢個世界只有神係永恒不變，令佢有平安。感動佢對友情既重視，對愛情既執著，對家人既關愛。雖然佢話佢份人都好惊惊青青，不過我一直都唔懷疑佢果份超齡既成熟同愛神既心。其實有乜野講出來係會解决到好多野，至閉有D人唔肯講出來擺喺心度，又喺背後埋怨，實在係傷害友情。原來一味既附和，屈就自己去迎合對方，係會令自己好辛苦，有一日都係會爆炸嘎。我哋要一齊努力啊，唔好放弃，基督徒，基督徒，一定要基督徒，哈哈！
2009.9.2 Wednesday AM 收度一封email，係做過一年高一同學既佢話我知佢10月要去德國讀研究生，我其實戥佢開心，因爲知佢做野做得好辛苦，或者佢自己都終于知攰所以想去休息。好奇妙，原來我哋識果陣先1999年，而家就2009年。時間真係過得快，我哋都行咗唔同既路，唔喺同一個地方生活同工作，但係原來人同人之間既關係并唔會因爲地域同時間而改變，我哋仍然會互相關心對方，曾經，我哋都年輕過，少男少女既心事今日講番會唔會好可笑。
好期待再相遇…… |
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