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September 10 睇，快D睇啦！！！       因爲人哋一句燥底，我琴晚飲咗一碗芥菜湯，又飲咗一碗菜干湯，涼上加涼～
足之個人好攰好攰，晚黑11點就上床覺覺豬……
今朝起身，發現有個11點9既no number既missed call，我咁醒訓既人竟然連電話響都唔知，神奇呢。
今日已經係Wednesday，禮拜日查經仲未準備喔，點算點算，快D睇啦，但係我手頭仲有一大堆野未睇喔：
我的女人 8,9集 － 終于見度世羅同泰星喺一齊啦，之前果個刺激既游戲原來只係伏筆。呢個女人實在太有事業心（or心機?)，賢民完全駕馭唔度佢喔，完全期待ing世羅點樣進入呢個黃金城～
夜心萬萬 第二季 金希澈&强仁做嘉賓，SJ呢排好似無乜宣傳喔，好耐無見佢哋上綜藝節目，終于有機會見度換咗look既花美男，我覺得自己都有D爬牆，金賢重D無理頭好似仲好笑過希澈 ><!!!
Tomorrow 10集 啊，咁快就第十集啦，醫院關閉唔通無彎轉？同以往睇講醫生啊護士既戲有D唔同，所以都算新鮮。
戀空 5集 果個修點睇都唔似大學二年級生啦，點啊；有乜理由無人講Hiro既病情俾Mika聽，男女主角真係好唔得喔。
籃球火 7集 又係二男追一女既老套戲路，咩野“我們不要變好不好，一直永遠都像以前一樣做好朋友好不好？”“不好，不好，不好！”
伊甸之東 1－5集 聽聞係宋承憲複出既大製作，世紀復仇既背景，但係我擠唔度時間出來睇喔 @@" September 06 安靜你既心因爲神不是叫人混亂，乃是叫人安靜。（林前15：33）
September 5 2008, heavy rain and strong winds, non-stop, September 6 2008, my umbrella was broken...
I did my health examination for immigration yesterday. The small office was jammed of people but it only took me less than an hour to finish all, that was unexpected quick. Then I went to Town Hall to check out PA's new Hotel de Luxe range. Dinner with brothers and sisters @ Oxford St.
During the prayer meeting, I was thinking that I have so much "free" time these days, have I spent more time with God in correspondence? By looking at the pie chart of what we do on a daily basis, the time I spend on God was so little...
我承認我一向唔係好中意同人群接觸，喺人群裏邊我會覺得無安全感同唔自在，特別人多既時候，我特別惊一個人企定定既感覺。不過最近好似更加清楚好多人性，唔係對人失望而係暸解到乜係神既愛。每一個人都有軟弱既地方，我哋都會受到傷害，或者工作同生活都唔如意，希望弟兄姊妹真心關心你。
過去呢個禮拜真係好感恩，學校completion of letter已經出咗我可以申請transcript俾CPA skill assess，police check同出生證明又已經收到，體檢又做埋，而傢就係差IELTS appeal個result，大力求神俾我由原來既6.5升到7.0啊～
當我心緒好混論既時候，我會記得呢句經文：因爲神不是叫人混亂，乃是叫人安靜。（林前15：33）當我哋陷入困境既時候，我哋好自然會問點解神put me in this situation instead of saying what do you want me to do, I just pray God give me a quiet heart for this coming week, sort it out something and do not let it go but let it flow...
求神都纪念系工作中受到挫折既Anita, 唔好觉得委屈，你会稳到一份更加好既工作，又唔使熬夜又无甘辛苦同埋离开Firm容易识度男朋友D嘛~ 你知嘛，你成日都话我好坚强，其实你都一样，我都会以你做榜样嘎，因为你系一个值得我骄傲既朋友，希望神会带领你去一个新既方向，重新出发~ 呢段时间，好好思考，进修下自己装备自己啦。
妈咪啊，一直都要你担心呢样果样，仲为我打气，甚至乎要我去墨尔本relocate，我心里边有一刹那感觉：我想番去，系你地既身边，照顾你地，比钱你地使，周末我地开车出去玩，假期我地去渡个假。究竟呢个梦几时会实现，我又如何为神去做见证？神啊，为我加加油，为我打打气，我要一鼓作气，努力到底~ September 01 Wedding, weddings連續兩個禮拜六參加咗兩對新人既婚禮，我都睇度神既帶領同祂既旨意喺裏邊，真係好感恩。
仲記得去飲果時雙方既Daddy既speech好有心思，好奇妙既姻緣，好和諧既氣氛，好特別又有趣既分享。
Jason同Hiwin既wedding was so creative and evangelistic, so many brothers and sisters gathered together to witness their most happiness day in their life. I love the hymns they chose, the slideshow video at the beginning, also Jason's sharing which was the most touching part on the day. They may have encountered several difficulties along their relationship. I think one of the most important things we can do when problems arise is to make sure that we ourselves are right before God - that we are living as he would have us live. When you have discouragement, you may become afraid. However, do direct your attention to God and remember the lord, what he has done in the past and what he has promised to do for you now. Moreover, Jason mentioned that it's wonderful to have christian friends so that they could share with each other pray for each other. Then I think I recognize the lord as my friend, however sometimes I don't make myself a friend to others. Further more, Jason and Hiwin admire their parents so much that give thanks to them for a dozen times. Both of their parents' marriage has been a very happy one, which sets a good example for their children. I totally agree and a bit envious. During the sharing of Hiwin's sister, I was trying to smother my sobs. Especially when I heard, "I always wanna cry when everytime I see my sister off at the airport..." "Even though we have a large distance, I can still feel that we are close to each other..." Oh boy, I don't have brothers and sisters because I am the only child in the family. Nevertheless, that doesn't mean I am better off at the airport. It's my wish to keep a low profile on the day I leave my city but the unexpected things happen all the time, such as my cousins will come to my place right before I am off for the airport, aunties and uncles rush to the airport after they finish work. I really hate the airport feelings although I have been through this for six times.
Mum was talking to me this afternoon, she was very worried about my relationship thing. This intense conversation was started because I told her that one of my best girlfriend from high school is getting married next month. Then she started mumbling, "You have been graduated from university, no more excuses for focusing on studying... You need to find someone who have a common interest with you, care about you, come from a good family background and have strong economic support from his career..." Jeez, a la a la yor, pi cha sor? him de le... Truly, she must be very disappointed on my last relationship, not just the person but the whole thing which bothered her and I felt sorry about that deep in my heart. By the time I was not mature enough to handle the situation and there's a lot of things out of our control thus made a mistake or in another way saying it, made a wrong decision led to another and the problem started to snowball. I love you mum, I know you are doing this for my own good and I don't want to argue with you and hurt you. It's not easy to start a new relationship and I am not 100% confident about myself. Well, I am open but in a way I think I am not. Remember when girls chit chat about the topic of having babies, at this moment you are so sure that you don't want to have the horrible pain but in the next minute you are so ready for this sacrifice because you have met the one you love. I guess, I am stil waiting for the right person to be occured and I do not know how long does it take.
Of course I wanna have someone to walk with me, and I don't mind being a couple like Hwang Pu and Kim Hyun Joong in the "We are getting married" show and I pray God keep me in your will and walk with you today, waiting for your time, waiting for your guidance. |
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