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November 11 心神不靈Didn't sleep well these days, moreover I dismiss the alarm this morning, woke up at 7:55, arriving office at 9:10. HL&LR went to Canberra, but TM is already in his office，><...
Something has stuck in my head since last Thursday. unbelievable tricky. Maybe it's the stress from work, you know there's alot of reports need to be done but somehow you just stare at the monitor for hours, 遊魂咁; refreshing the webpage constantly，don't really know what you are doing for; LR will commence his 2-week holiday next week，so scared that I will not be able to handle everything, especially there's so many thing happening at the moment；xmas is about 40 days away, holiday will start soon，it's not good, bcoz i m not going back and will be here for xmas/new year/chinese new year... 假期焦慮癥probably commences a little bit earlier this time... And who knows how long will the PR application take, 1-2 years?! Me just not getting anywhere, dizzy@@...
Randomly received the bbq invitation sms and felt sorry for not being able to make it; glad that your exam went ok though the next minute you are doing your thesis already, haha; don't be upset about the plane crash, at least your exam went ok, that's much more important la; thank God you are fine and still being able to sit in the exams, pray your fever will be gone by Friday and have additional strength during these two weeks; PM at the 101 building sounds cool, pray you will find a church and fellowship to settle down in Taiwan. Don't be frustrated and get in the same trap, there's always something good out there; for you, leaving your "home", if you have a second thought to go back, I will support you. I'm sure you are quite emotional right now, try to go to Sydney's beaches, will definitely make you feel better; finally got a chance to chat about your trip, the wedding news is not surprising me at all, we all getting used to it... Several high school classmates are getting married these two years, October and December this year, March and May next year. Too bad, I will miss them all...
Saw it from someone's blog:
到底，愛上一個人的感覺是什麼？ 我大概已經忘記得一清二楚了。 其實今日唔係特別酸，似乎係我俾網站上呢D氛圍影響咗，我想等，因爲相信我既堅持係值得既。至少我喊既每一滴淚水，神都會記錄系祂既冊上，將來必有大大既賞賜。 November 05 紙婚今天中午吃飯在新浪讀書看到的，中間一段文字很是震撼。
你想過死嗎？還沒長大，因為還年輕，走的路還不夠多，美好的未來還那么模糊，所以你以為短暫的窘境就是永恒。于是，這樣的絕望便讓你想到死亡。
你因而忘記了，活著最大的意義，其實就在于你沒有死去--你還有那么多時間，用你堅定的信念、善良的心、永不放棄的奮斗，給別人一個驚訝的未來。
因為還活著，這一切的一切，便都還來得及。
走過去，前面是個天。 November 01 Fast Foward の一周星期一，攞咗study leave，喺屋企最后衝刺溫CPA。The weather was so miserable, raining cats and dogs, windy and cold. 多謝Iva's督促sms，因爲喺屋企enjoy個break too long, wakaka... Then somone's sms was also received, it didn't reflect from whom though.
星期二，一早起身出門去考CPA，老地方所以都好熟悉。Reading time睇D題目都應該幾容易搵，但係做落又其實都幾花時間唸。不過感恩做完80題MC都仲有10分鐘check下份卷先交，自己感覺考得ok。Thanks everyone who left message on facebook or sms on the exam day, 多謝你哋既打氣同代禱。考完試超攰，番屋企休息，早早上床因爲聽日要出trip。
星期三，5點半要起身6點要搭上火車，6點9喺Edgecliff Station meet up HL&LR，楂車上去Newcastle。果然靚車係貴得有道理，CLK350喺Pacific Hwy飛度120都好穩，一D都唔飄，我仲要坐喺後座都好舒服，無暈車。2個鐘頭左右去度，先去Belmont Spinnakers睇間新屋，looks nice。然後去Charlestown Apollo，終于見度Mel同D staff，喺Reception同Kerrie學咗個system，然後go through D reservations/bookings/night audit reports, paper is everywhere so unorganised. 搞咗小小已經6點，去check-in間房，休息陣7點去restaurant同高層食飯。American eye fillet配New Zealand紅酒，仲有dessert，this is the best from business trip. During dinner, garlic bread切得我好尷尬，俾DR笑我，atmosphere好好，超輕鬆，9點8先离台番房。就咁又一日，what a long day.
星期四，8點早餐，個ham & spinach omellete好好味。終于重頭戲來啦，F&B costing report. You can feel the staff are not willing to talk, not friendly at all as a result of the management replacement decision. It's just too many thing happening at the samt time, I don't think it's a good timing to have such a change. As an accountant, it's my responsibility to analyse the numbers and present a repot for the management to make their strategic decision. 12點幾我哋就番Sydney. 喺McDondon既時候，HL講既story of recruiting secretary真係笑度噴，同埋SL既例子都好有意義。其實好感恩，呢個trip都同HL彼此多咗瞭解，HT發迹既歷史，家庭，property development當中既細節例如mezzanine, builder, insurance etc.
星期五，終于番度公司。Unread emails都download咗7MB，然後D invoices/EFT payments又係一大曡。Oh well, 慢慢catch up啦。
星期六，Fiona & Tommy's big day. 因爲要負責F&B同攞D fruit tart番去教會，11點就番度去。點知原來大家都遲到，跟住預備食物既過程又有小小accident，不過最後都好順利。個wedding簡單而樸素，但係仍然會有感動喺裏邊。兩個人高中拍拖度而家，10年啦，真係唔短，好難得亦相信中間經歷過好多，可以開花結果實在係一件美事。晚黑喺Wofies at The Rocks，好溫馨哋擺咗8圍，Tommy爸爸好高興，Fiona爸爸嫁女既贈言都好難忘，當然仲有good food, fine wine and delicious dessert啦。11點番去，12點番度屋企，1點訓，攰，聽日就知味道。
星期日，身體不適。order咗hot chocolate點知係coffee，好彩有得換過杯。好耐無試過咁多人喺教會食lunch，同弟兄姊妹有講有笑。Something weird going on, is it just me think too much? October 25 Joy of Rainbow已經夜訓嘎拉，1點幾先上床，flatmate仲要5點番來吵醒咗，Yano話我個様勁攰，隻眼超腫。個人已經心情唔好，躁咗，喺對人處事度又做錯咗小小，小組查經又唔專心。
不過唸番尋日同Anita傾偈，同Claire分享，我覺得又有另一番感受。會繼續為妳哋代禱，因爲係我過去呢個禮拜最感恩既事。雖然我第一次同你講我既神，亦知道你而家工作好唔滿足同厭倦，但係你要撐住啊，用D時間去唸下消化下我同你講既“關係”，多謝你問“我可以點様做”呢個問題，我覺得已經係一個好既開始。Claire既細路仔，其實我暫時無喔反而，不過好認同你既A List, it's so true that we actually have done all these: go to cafe alone, go to supermarket and do the groceries alone, travel alone, go shopping alone, and the worst - taking care of ourselves when we are sick. And I will probably challenge your 'go to cinema' alone one day, haha... Maybe this week after my CPA exam, haha...
今日完咗service落大雨，番度屋企訓醒一覺就停咗。聽咗一首好應景既歌，Joy of Rainbow:
Look at the sky when the rain has stopped
I will be dancing on rainbow tops
You'll see me smile as I 'm waving at you
And I'll send my love and wishes too.
Pray for the courage to carry on
Living each day for the will of God
Until that day when I'll hold you again
And we'll dance forever more
October 20 變本加厲Experiencing the old symptoms this week, it's even worse today... Difficult to breath, lethargy, stomache... Luckily I could escape from the office around lunch time and have some fresh air by the bay. And there're primary school kids playing around which the noise made me awake...
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